So I'm sick.
I'm sick, and it's the second (full) week of school. This sucks. A lot. I'm not like full blown sick, but I'm pretty sure I have a low grade fever, plus I can't breathe very well out of my nose :( sadness.
So today went as follows:
I woke up. Ate breakfast. Went to my first (and only) class of the day: Intro to Social Work. I zoned in and out. Then I went back to my room after eating a sandwich from Starbucks and passed out for 2 hours.
So I've been in my room pretty much all day. That's kind of sad, right? I mean, I'm living on campus for a reason: so SOCIALIZE. I guess I'm sick so I couldn't really do much. But...still.
Also, I'm not understanding something lately. I'm a single girl. I'm not that bad looking. And I socialize with people. So, why is it that I feel like people (aka boys) are ignoring me?
The other day I spent like an hour talking to people on my floor. It was nice. We exchanged phone numbers.
No one has talked to me since.
There's also this guy on my floor who mentioned liking the same band as me, and I was going to their concert on Saturday. So I texted him asking if her was going. We had a short conversation. He wasn't. And his last text to me was 'yeah'. I can't reply to that. So I didn't.
But then later that week I was doing laundry, and he waves and says hi to me. So I guess nothing's wrong?
I just don't understand. And I don't think I will understand. For forever. But I'm okay with that. I'm not in a rush to get guys to notice me because relationships are a lot of work, and I'm lazy. I also really want to concentrate on school. I quit my job partially because I didn't want to go home and have to worry about work.
Now I'm worried because I DON'T have a job and that I have no money. That concert that I want to go to in October? Yeah, I can't go unless I can come up with the $30.
Life sucks.
But it shouldn't.
I'm off to skim 10 more pages of my history book. Farewell.